Tuesday....ugh...

Well, its tuesday once again, only 3 days until Friday...gee, I sound so excited dont I?? well, I've ben a little depressed lately, it looks like its going to be the same old, summer as always, working 6 days a week, for LESS than minimum wage, at a place Ive grown to loathe, in a town Ive grown to loathe, yet, theres still the faintest sense of change, its in the air, its tingling deep in the back of my brain, and I cant seem to figure out why its there... I did do something pretty enjoyable this weekend i forgot to mention...I washed my golf clubs in the kitchen sink while watchng the masters, mom would of killed me had she seen...then I went to the driving range and had to dodge the the sprinklers, and wind, the sprinkler in the center of the range rotated slowly so every few minutes j had to back up or get soaked, of course the wind was blowing pretty good so i got soaked no matter what i did =) then the week started and my depression started again. I'm not suicidal per se, I'm not going to off myself at any moment, but i think about it alot...only think, I would never actually go through with it.....