If I've said it once, I've said it a billion times before......change is in the air......yeah yeah yeah, i know what you're thinking...as Magnum used to say.....so where is this change? I've mentioned it many times before.  well, it comes and goes, and lately, its been very noticeable...sometimes its vaguely noticeable, sometimes it overwhelmingly present..right now however, and lately, its been moderately noticeable.......i dont knwo what is happening, or what is going to happen, but something is going to happen..i don't know where, I don't know where, buts its coming.....theres also a weirdness hanging in the air lately..I dont know how long its been there, but I really started to notice it in the last couple months.....again, I dont knwo what it is, or whats going to happen, but i've the feeling something is about to happen......I hoep you all arent too confused, thats the best i can describe it.....I've got the odd feeling that my lie as i currently know it is going to change inexorably.....I'm not talking december 21 2012 change..thats not going to happen....i plan to have the mother of all fireworks parties on new years eve this year, and be lighting them well into 2013!! i mean, my life specifically......i know my fathers health isnt good, my mothers health isnt that good either.........but i dont know if thats it either...i just dont know.....I guess I have to wait and see......take life one day at a time amd take whatever comes, no matter what happens..............I'll keep you all posted......I dont knwo how to describe it except....the universe in general......seems....i dont know.....off..........I dont know if its my imagination, or what.........until next time.......enjoy the weirdness while you can, it may not last................