ended something that needed ending......looking forward......

An interesting weekend so far.....I've said it before, but gave things another chance..now, its for good....needed to be.....I've let go of a past situation......I tried to make a go of it.but it just wont work....I tried to bring a bit of normalcy to a friends life....but his bitterness and jadedness overwhelmed it...so its over...for good...he can have his lonely, impoverished bitterness he clings so hard to.....he is beyond help...sad...but that's life..you can only do so much......on a lighter note..I have tomorrow off...mlk day as it happens.....what a nice surprise!  My employer decided to be open Saturdays and closed only on Sundays...she will be there alone on Mondays so we'll only be closed one day a week....good thinking!  I don't really have plans tomorrow....just lay low......today however..i need to go to Ace Hardware, and the dollar stores...I want to browse at Ace, haven't been able to do so in a long time......its still a bit too cold to do anything outside..buts its getting nicer, slowly but surely......I'm still thinking about what to do with my Amiga and c64...maybe I'll build a custom desk and hutch for it..I don't know yet......I got a cool new laserdisc the other day..and yes, it happens to be new......it was still sealed in plastic from the factory! still had the original price tag on it to! 39.95!!!!! gees!!!!!! of course, that was from the late 90's sometime..it was lawnmower man unrated directors cut! not available on DVD or blue-ray yet, as far as i could tell...it covers two discs! can't wait to watch it....! I also got a new toy! of sorts! a 60 disc CD changer.....can't wait to play with that either..i even splurged a bit and got an ancient CD from 1984! Queensryche the warning......it has take hold of the flame on it..my favorite Queensryche song..or at least one of them......other than that..not a whole lot going on..oh..almost forgot....i decided to say "eh, what the fuck!" and bought a couple boxes of dot matrix, fan fold printer paper.....we had three boxes collecting dust at the store, and i found out that our cost sky rocketed on that stuff..so i bought it at the old, 5 or so years ago cost......I still have my star nx-1000 II multifont printer from my past Amiga days, and if i do set up my Amiga, I'll need a printer....and that paper is probably getting harder to find.....so i grabbed it..i may just get the other box next month..... its still in the truck, I've got to put it away today.....keep it on the shed for the time being...speaking of which.....i think its time for another mass cleaning and reorganization party! probably tons of shit i can throw out......it seems, the more time goes by, the more irrelevant a lot of my crap becomes......springtime project perhaps...........until next time.....